I haven't said anything really in a while. I really haven't had anything to tell. I stopped using this as a mode of therapy, and although there are times when I wish that I didn't, the nature of it is that I did. But right now I feel like I need to reopen that, if only for the time that I am in the here and now, trying to expel all of this from ( Read more... )

What is love? What can we consider to be love? Is it a feeling that we have as individuals? Is it something that we experience as a culture, or as a society? How do we define love? Should there be set definitions ( Read more... )

I hate it. I hate all of it. I hate him leaving---me leaving. Her leaving, us leaving, you, they,…everyone. I hate it because it hurts so much. I feel like I have lost so much. That something has been taken away from me and never returned. And I fear---I fear that he will leave and never come back. And I will be alone. I don’t want to be ( Read more... )

A few days ago... I think that it was on like last friday night or something like that ( Read more... )

To think that all of this time has gone by since the last time that I have said anything here. Yet it’s not all that surprising when I think about all the things that I have said through my account on Live journal now. Yet knowing that has not made anything any easier in my head. But that on it’s own is a lie. I am only sitting here when I ( Read more... )